These past few months have been crazy I didn't even have time to open this blog. And it's getting crazier now with term 3 module (I'm being v serious on this, I've never felt this scared before of an assignment). Also, the uncertainty of the summer project is killing me :")

Oh God please help me

 I think I'm very greedy when it comes to people, and knowledges, and experiences...

And it hurts because I know I can't have them all. At least I'll try to enjoy all of this to the fullest. 

Sugar at Maison Bertaux

Who does the laundry and makes a ginger honey at 4 am and then decides to write a blog instead of studying for the upcoming exam? 

Who listens to Spotify a lot to avoid having a conversation with themselves? 

Oh. That would be me.

Lately, I've been scared of how time moves so fast, I feel like I'm left behind, struggling to catch up. I want to criticise myself a lot for every moment of pause. For wasting (?) so much time in the status quo, or simply for doing nothing or allowing myself too much slack (yes, tooo much slack). 

Ok maybe I should stop writing nonsense in this hour when I feel most vulnerable. 

PS: The photo is not quite representative, I know. But I'm not alright atm, remember?