- I have been stuck in this conflicted feeling for a while: want to be connected to others, yet at the same time, I don't want to talk with them. Sometimes I find myself scrolling through my contacts to see with whom I can chat. But after initiating the text or conversation, I quickly lost interest. That's why I'm writing this now: to channel my need to talk.
- I've noticed that lately, I've become too judgmental of others, especially when it comes to their behaviour. I'm overly conscious of their gestures, word choices, and expressions. I hate that I pay too much attention to such details. Sometimes, it makes me hesitant to connect with them because I dislike their trivial behaviour.
- I've been experiencing a nasty cough for the past three days. I don't like taking medicines so I just put up with it. Due to this cough, I am unable to function properly today at work. I miss being a kid. I just wanna take a rest and do nothing all day.
- I finished reading "Then She Was Gone" by Lisa Jewell. As I wrote on Goodreads, this book is unsettling and heartbreaking. After this I need to pick something light and heartwarming to neutralise these lingering feelings.
Ciao!
Neti
0 comments:
Posting Komentar